There is nothing wrong, with patting yourself on the back. It is often said, that the only one you can count on is you, because you know that your the only one to show up, for everything. We all know that counting on someone is difficult to do, because when we open up to someone, we also, open up to disappointment and hurt. The only thing that is certain, is our ability to work through it, because part of growth is believing that what you don’t know, you can certainly learn. Be sure to acknowledge your accomplishments, the more you do, the more you will want to do.
I never imagined that my life would lead me where it has. I always considered myself a foreword thinker. My mind was always open to big ideas. I was never the type to give up, ever, on anything. Always a regular go getter. One of those people who never seem to get enough, and when I say enough, I mean of anything. I was a vacant hole, always needing to be filled. When I found myself lacking, I would proceed to act out in order to get my way. When you use negative behaviour to get your needs met. Those behaviours find a way to feed off themselves, making them destructive, if not dealt with. In most cases, they sabotage any success you think you may have. Putting positive supports in place, and dealing with issues as they come up, will help to ensure a more positive outcome. Looking back and seeing what had to be changed in order to make this possible, has cleared away any doubt I may of had. My future is now clear to be, anything I want it to be.
I never liked good-byes, they always have away of feeling so final, cold, and meaningless. They tend to bring back a feeling of longing, the kind you get while you watch a loved one walk away. I would rather not remember good-byes that way. So, I choose to say farewell, until we meet again. Although, parting brings such sweet sorrow it passes without an end. I’ve had to let go of many things over the last decade, and I could of never done it, if I knew we’d never meet again. You’ve brought me so much pleasure, a true and loyal friend, you have been. You’ve touched my heart in ways you’ll never know. You brought me back from the brink so, many times my friend. When I find myself having a dark and dreary day, I know you’ll be by my side, like you’ve always been. till, we meet again, my true and loyal friend.
In Honour Of Our Beloved Dog Mia.
It was one of those mornings that I should of stayed in bed. First, I put out Sunday’s content, and we all know today isn’t Sunday. That should of clearly said something, there and then. But, no it goes on. I then get the right content out, with you guessed it, mistakes. Now I’m clearly left with a choice, do I go back and try to fix it, making an ass of myself, or do I leave it, because we all make mistakes, right. Well instead, I did this!
This is how I decided to deal with the rest of my day. “ when life gives you lemons, make lemonade.”
If this is the year that your finally sick and
tired, of being sick and tired, because all
you seem to be doing is running around in
circles. No matter what you do, you never
seem to be solving anything. When you
finally feel like your moving forward, those
old triggers and patterns stop you dead in
your tracks… Leaving you with nothing but
fear and anxiety.
Than Authentically Me, is for you!
For the last week I’ve been rearranging my content. You hear so much about honing in on your niche, finding your niche. That I finally decided to focus in on just one thing and concentrate specifically on that. So, keeping that in mind l will be writing my blog contents on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. The content will be about identifying old patterns and beliefs. Behind every choice you make there is a belief that supports it. Finding that belief will change your life. We seldom realize that the beliefs we hold affect our lives dramatically, from the individual beliefs we have about ourselves as a whole, to the overall beliefs we have about society in regards to our outlook on life and the mental repercussions that has in our day to day living. Our beliefs come from old programming and patterns that have been set in place to support and reinforce our life through the years. The problem you will find with that is they know longer support the changes your trying to make. All there doing is blocking your progress and causing you unneeded stress and strain. It’s time to reclaim your life. Those beliefs were never yours in the first place, they belong to the past, it’s time to give them back.
May your Christmas be filled with love and joy this Christmas Season.
I have now dedicated Monday’s to honouring the self, not in the usual way, I’ve put a bit of a spin on it. We’re going to explore the self based on what you believe. As young children we were instilled with a set of beliefs, and these beliefs were reinforced through the years by others. Until eventually, you came to believe in them yourself. These beliefs soon became the cornerstone of our life, we would ensure our failures upon them. For every decision you make there is a belief that supports it. In exploring the self, I will help you to see yourself through your beliefs.
It was around this time last year, when I had made a decision to start my own business. I had know idea how, or where to begin. I just knew this was what I was meant to do. Now, let me go back to the beginning, It was June 2/2015 when our 19 year old son passed away. This is a loss every mother fears. My heart was broken, just remember brings tears to my eyes. The difference this time is it’s not sadness, that fills these tears in my eyes. It’s the pure joy of knowing, that Ryan isn’t gone. I’m getting ahead of myself, let me start again. For the first three years after Ryan passed over, I spent that time, with him! The time that I needed, to let him know that I was angry, angry that I never got the chance to say goodbye, angry that I was going to miss so many magically moments, I just felt angry! Then one day longing crept in, and I missed my son, I longed to kiss his sweet face and give him a long embrace. I felt as if he were lost, and that he was going to come running in the door any minute. So, I decided I was going to keep him close to me, somehow I felt comfort in that. I proceeded to gather all my favourite things, that reminded me of Ryan, and I took the time to be with the memory that each one brought. First there was a letter he wrote me for mother’s day
It now as a place on my bedroom side table. I want to let you know a bit about a dream Ryan had for himself, he wanted to be in computer animation. So, when I decided to start my own business, and all I know about computers is how to turn them on. So, from last year to this year, I started a business, and a Facebook group authenticallyme.online . I have an instagram group, @wendycurrieo . I’m now a blogger. And I also do all my own marketing, with constant contact’s help, of course. But, what I’m trying to say is I’m not alone, Ryan is guiding me every step of the way.